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she was once a girl,-
it's the silence at the very bottom of the night, and the way i passed out smiling, knowing that you were coming soon. it's the way i woke up in hospital with your hands on my arms, and your eyes more bloodshot than mine. it's the pain i saw in you, and the way my whole world ended in that moment.
this world is everything but beautiful. beauty is in the ability to smile when you know crying would be easiest, and holding others hearts closer than your own. it's doing the best by everyone else, even if it means doing the worst by yourself.
you're the only beautiful person i've ever met.
you were my first love, and darling, you'll be the last.
ChainsWhat is this rope that binds me,
what is this invisible cage that incarcerates me,
what are these ethereal chains that imprison me.
Want to rid of this bind, be free,
get rid of this society that limits me.
Rid of these rules that bind me,
rid of these ideas that incarcerate me,
rid of the prejudices that imprison me.
I want to be free, I want to be myself.
Genghis Whenever we were bad my mother used to take us to the mall to see Genghis Kahn. They kept him in a dusty diorama of a Mongolian steppe, all tall grass and yurts. He sat on a throne of bone (well, plastic shaped like bone), scowling in incomprehension at the American kids who flocked around him like startled lemmings. My mother would usually push us toward him, saying things like “Tell him what you did to your father’s stamp collection.” Genghis would give a grunt, spit a wad of phlegm onto the tall grass, and give us a wizened, wrinkled grimace, as if he had to go to the bathroom.
He terrified me.
My brother couldn’t get enough of him.
When my brother got caught in my mother’s evening dress, my mother grabbed us both and dragged us to Genghis. It was a slow day, and we were the only kids crowding him. “Tell him what you did,” my mother hissed a
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